Shouldn't be here.

I'm here online to search for some documents related to Sivik's project.

Well, seems to be another excuse for myself to escape from revisions.

I wonder why am I getting lazier when the examinations are getting closer & closer ...

That couldn't be.

I should be more hardworking, k-books like crazy but blah.

I can't help but just feel like pushing myself away from them.

Faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar away.

I fee like just giving up on them.

* I said this every time before the exam *

But I still care.

Wonder if I can memorize & understand everything just reading them for only ONCE?

nonsense

I'd been being rude with my parents these days.

I didn't want to too, just I can't control my temper sometimes.

Can't you just think that you're the only who have a lot of stress and assume that 

teen like me don't have any pressure.

I do.

Happy birthday!

Went BBQ at Sister Awee's House today.

Had a great time with them.

& the weird thing is that,

she's the birthday girl but I'm the one who receive things from her.

She gave me a bag which she bought online & thought it more suit for me.

Thank you so much. I love it!  ♥

Gan Ma & I.

Our very first photo. Although I'm look weird here, but still, I like it a lot ;) 

Gan Jie (Awee) & I.

Our first photo too. WHEE. 

Awee's second son, Dawson.

Had a great talk with them too.

& that make me don't feel like going back home.

Thought to overnight but sad to say that I still have work on the next day.

Sighed.

Anyway, hopefully that I can stay overnight there someday.

Cause it's like I hadn't been stay overnight there for years.

I miss those days, so much.

Liong Qian Yii.

Cheer up!

I know how it feel like & how hard is it to let go of everything about him.

But the truth is always hurting & we have to learn to accept it.

You still have us, friends that care you a lot. 

You're not alone.

I'm sorry that I can't accompany you all the time.

I'm sorry that I didn't show up for the date with you and Yen.

But, I will be there for you when you need me.

Remember this. ;)

Tomorrow is 17th of September. 

It's sad that we can't celebrate this day together.

                                                                              Still, SARANGHAE ♥